The Art of Letting Go

Posted: August 13, 2017 by Harper

i never felt so alive… Shyness has choked the goodness out of every moment. I’ve always been self conscious about how the world views me in public spaces. Are they staring at me? Is there something wrong with what I’m doing? Always jealous of the people that I’d see living carefree dancing their hearts out off beat, on beat wishing I could live a life that wasn’t so consumed by what people may say. I would always go to concerts and I’d do a cute little head bob and rap/sing along to the music. Maybe a stranger next to me…

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Edibles + Holiday World

Posted: July 19, 2017 by Harper

I have never been more supported in anything in my life like the quest to get high. All of my weed smoking friends have been giving me advice left and right. Last Monday was no exception, when my friend Pablo came to pick me up he had a hard candy edible with my name on it. Bobby said it should be fun getting high and going to the theme park. Bobby was a damn lie.

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Cookin For Tostada

Posted: July 18, 2017 by Harper

I watched him fix a sandwich and the idea popped in my head to feed him. I don’t know about you but my randomness rules me. I didn’t care how much it’d cost or that I’ve never made anything like this in my life. I just wanted to do something sweet. I wanted him to taste my sincerity and love for him as person. I also wanted to get over the fear of cooking for someone I like.

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So, I Met The Plug

Posted: June 28, 2017 by Harper

Listen, so I’m on my annual road trip headed to Maine and I realized I needed to update my blog! We will see how far I get before my mom interrupts me being a bother but y’all I met the plug. Well I been knowing him but it’s just that I never really considered doing drugs until now. Not that I will make it a habit because I already signed up for a barber so I cannot afford any other extracurriculars unless I start bussing it wide open.

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birthday, harper lamar

Hey Harper, You’re 29.

Posted: June 22, 2017 by Harper

On the first page of “Do One Thing That Scares You Every Day,” it asks to make a list of things that you fear. I don’t have the book near me but I’m sure it asks me to list ten fears I have. I don’t know if I can consciously name ten but I know I’m terrified of being happy. So much so I try not to wake up excited about anything or dance too hard in the car on the way to or from work because the other shoe always drops.

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