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Tag: fears

Do I Need A Ho Phase?

You ever want something? Not want it? And then want it again? Here’s my dilemma. I operate on a myriad of what ifs. I try to calm these questions down often because they do nothing for the progression of my life but when it comes to sex we (me, myself and i) skrrt skrrt like […]

Getting Out of My Own Way

I’ve been recently applying for better positions and each time I feel like I’ve been overlooked. I am consistently one of the hardest workers in the building. It’s not my opinion but everyone at my job tells me how much I deserve to be promoted but when it comes down to it there’s no reward. […]

What We Settling For?

I have been receiving these messages reinforcing the notion of settling and it pisses me off. It gets so repetitive and tired. If you initially look at something and dismiss it with disdain, why are you forcing yourself to like it? That maybe you’re asking for too much? Or that this might be all you […]

The Scary Part

I am supposed to be sleep but I just bought my AFI Fest tickets (which I’ll talk more about on my travel blog ) and not to brag but that pass was $400 and the fact that I been overspending on make up and food but my budget still worked out has me gassed.

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Breaking Bad starring Kung Fu Kenny

Last night was epic beyond measure. Who knew that I could be so carefree. I’m bald (and I was wearing a hat last night) but I let my hair down and enjoyed myself so much. The J. Cole concert was cute but last night tho. The concert was amazing. I sung and danced the whole […]

Choosing Happiness

The journey here has not been an easy one. It’s been a lot trial and error. A lot of fake it til you make it but I am here. The place where people dream of being and I did it all before life was perfect.

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Hey Harper, You’re 29.

On the first page of “Do One Thing That Scares You Every Day,” it asks to make a list of things that you fear. I don’t have the book near me but I’m sure it asks me to list ten fears I have. I don’t know if I can consciously name ten but I know […]