Pretty soon I will no longer be a member of my twenties and I will no longer have the excuse of figuring it out before thirty. It’d be nice to do that within the next twelve days but I’m not rushing towards nirvana. Though it’d be nice for some things to fall into place for […]
You ever want something? Not want it? And then want it again? Here’s my dilemma. I operate on a myriad of what ifs. I try to calm these questions down often because they do nothing for the progression of my life but when it comes to sex we (me, myself and i) skrrt skrrt like […]
I have been receiving these messages reinforcing the notion of settling and it pisses me off. It gets so repetitive and tired. If you initially look at something and dismiss it with disdain, why are you forcing yourself to like it? That maybe you’re asking for too much? Or that this might be all you […]
The journey here has not been an easy one. It’s been a lot trial and error. A lot of fake it til you make it but I am here. The place where people dream of being and I did it all before life was perfect.
For some people on the outside looking in, I have it figured out. I know the right things to say when it matters to them. I can coddle their first world problems gently to sleep. I believe in them when they don’t believe in themselves. I’m so encouraging but…
I watched him fix a sandwich and the idea popped in my head to feed him. I don’t know about you but my randomness rules me. I didn’t care how much it’d cost or that I’ve never made anything like this in my life. I just wanted to do something sweet. I wanted him to […]
Sometimes I sit back and ask myself, “Why do we need friends again?” I honestly have no other words beyond this but I will try to write at least a paragraph since I am here.